Today is the first day of class for UCLA and Drew. I don't really feel anything significant today; it's a regular day. I suppose its a good thing that I don't feel sad or mad...I feel normal. The date almost snuck up on me to be honest.
I've been so set on playing with my camera and focusing on my personal health that i just forgot what the 4th signified. What does it really signify? Nothing more than the fact that the DGSOM started today, that's it. It doesn't represent anything about me! It doesn't represent who I am, who I will be or what I am capable of. It CAN signify that if I trouble myself to overthink the situation, but simpler is easier, basic is better. Letting nature take its course without me interrupting with my pessimistic thoughts is the best thing to do and I can fel that it is exactly what I have done. I am at peace with it. Second time around, who knows if I will even want to stay in LA! I want to get out and explore the world. I want to challenge myself and see yet another side of myself!
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