I love being at home with my mom. She is so cute and is now able to do so much on her. It's kinda sad though that I can tell that even when surrounded by many, she still feels alone. When I'm in SD my attention is hers because in reality she is the only reason I go back. But when I'm here I can't experience even a moment of silence and it reminds me of why I left in the first place.
On another note, I've felt sickly and weak physically the last couple of days, but very positive emotionally. I have made a commitment to focus on myself and to go with the flow. And since working on it, I haven't felt like I did last week...rejected and even a little desperate! The Arizona road trip to see my Yoyo really helped to restore my sanity and focus! I feel as if everything I watch on TV or listen to on the radio is trying to tell me something about my current situation. It's a good feeling to see the universe working in such a way. It is definitely helping to restore my faith in things happening for a reason
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