Restless

What has happened since late January?

Well, I have completed the Calculus and English courses I needed to graduate. So, technically, I'm done with my UCLA undergraduate work.

I was dating someone from mid-February to Memorial day. That "relationship" should have ended before Memorial day. I have this problem letting go when I know that I should. I guess I would rather have someone that is at least better than the last guy, than to not have someone at all.

I'm waitlisted at three medical education programs. This whole process has been a test of my patience and humility, but I think I'm coming ahead victorious, at least in the the test.

So where does this leave me now? In the same situation as my last post in late January, but a little bit behind. Back in January I was stronger. The last couple of months have been disappointing, but I need to bounce back...and I know I will.

I have this restless feeling, but I know it's from an unsatisfying feeling with myself, not with anyone else or with anything going on around me. Only I can make this feeling go away, I just need to take the steps to make it happen.